27.9.08

reading jane


前陣子 F 提起 Bride and Prejudice, 我記得家裡好像有影碟, 找了出來, 借她之前重溫了一次. 看完後意猶未盡, 又把珍姐的原著拿出來咀嚼, 最後還看了 BBC 的 mini-series 和去年 Anne Hathaway 和 James McAvoy 主映的電影 Becoming Jane.


Bride and Prejudice 是 Bollywood, 把場景搬到現代的印度與美國, 令人想起 Baz Luhrmann 96 年的 Romeo + Juliet. 

BBC 1995 年拍的六集 mini-series 忠於原著, 盡得珍姐精粹. Jennifer Ehle 完全演活了 Elizabeth Bennet.  

Becoming Jane 其實是後人穿鑿附會, 但不失為一個美麗的故事, 改編得令人可喜, 珍姐粉絲怎可錯過?

至於原著, 令人印象最深刻的是 Elizabeth Bennet 的伶牙俐齒. 她與 Lady Catherine 舌戰一段令人拍案叫絕. 原文雖長, 仍忍不住節錄如下:

(簡單來說, Lady Catherine 一心要 Darcy 娶她的女兒, 所以一聽說 Darcy 有意向 Elizabeth 求婚就逼她退出, 但, 嗨嗨, Elizabeth 豈是善男信女.)

As soon as they entered the copse, Lady Catherine began in the following manner: -

"You can be at no loss, Miss Bennet, to understand the reason of my journey hither. Your own heart, your own conscience, must tell you why I come."

Elizabeth looked with unaffected astonishment.

"
Indeed, you are mistaken, Madam. I have not been at all able to account for the honour of seeing you here."

"Miss Bennet," replied her ladyship, in an angry tone, "you ought to know, that I am not to be trifled with. But however insincere you may choose to be, you shall not find me so. My character has ever been celebrated for its sincerity and frankness, and in a cause of such moment as this, I shall certainly not depart from it. A report of a most alarming nature reached me two days ago. I was told that not only your sister was on the point of being most advantageously married, but that you, that Miss Elizabeth Bennet, would, in all likelihood, be soon afterwards united to my nephew, my own nephew, Mr. Darcy. Though I know it must be a scandalous falsehood, though I would not injure him so much as to suppose the truth of it possible, I instantly resolved on setting off for this place, that I might make my sentiments known to you."

"If you believed it impossible to be true," said Elizabeth, colouring with astonishment and disdain, "I wonder you took the trouble of coming so far. What could your ladyship propose by it?"

"At once to insist upon having such a report universally contradicted."

"Your coming to Longbourn, to see me and my family," said Elizabeth coolly, "will be rather a confirmation of it; if, indeed, such a report is in existence."

"If! Do you then pretend to be ignorant of it? Has it not been industriously circulated by yourselves? Do you not know that such a report is spread abroad?"

"I never heard that it was."

"And can you likewise declare, that there is no foundation for it?"

"I do not pretend to possess equal frankness with your ladyship. You may ask questions which I shall not choose to answer."

"This is not to be borne. Miss Bennet, I insist on being satisfied. Has he, has my nephew, made you an offer of marriage?"

"Your ladyship has declared it to be impossible."

"It ought to be so; it must be so, while he retains the use of his reason. But your arts and allurements may, in a moment of infatuation, have made him forget what he owes to himself and to all his family. You may have drawn him in."

"If I have, I shall be the last person to confess it."

"Miss Bennet, do you know who I am? I have not been accustomed to such language as this. I am almost the nearest relation he has in the world, and am entitled to know all his dearest concerns."

"But you are not entitled to know mine; nor will such behaviour as this, ever induce me to be explicit."

"Let me be rightly understood. This match, to which you have the presumption to aspire, can never take place. No, never. Mr. Darcy is engaged to my daughter. Now what have you to say?"

"Only this; that if he is so, you can have no reason to suppose he will make an offer to me."

Lady Catherine hesitated for a moment, and then replied,

"The engagement between them is of a peculiar kind. From their infancy, they have been intended for each other. It was the favourite wish of his mother, as well as of her's. While in their cradles, we planned the union: and now, at the moment when the wishes of both sisters would be accomplished in their marriage, to be prevented by a young woman of inferior birth, of no importance in the world, and wholly unallied to the family! Do you pay no regard to the wishes of his friends? To his tacit engagement with Miss De Bourgh? Are you lost to every feeling of propriety and delicacy? Have you not heard me say that from his earliest hours he was destined for his cousin?"
"Yes, and I had heard it before. But what is that to me? If there is no other objection to my marrying your nephew, I shall certainly not be kept from it by knowing that his mother and aunt wished him to marry Miss De Bourgh. You both did as much as you could in planning the marriage. Its completion depended on others. If Mr. Darcy is neither by honour nor inclination confined to his cousin, why is not he to make another choice? And if I am that choice, why may not I accept him?"
"Because honour, decorum, prudence, nay, interest, forbid it. Yes, Miss Bennet, interest; for do not expect to be noticed by his family or friends, if you wilfully act against the inclinations of all. You will be censured, slighted, and despised, by every one connected with him. Your alliance will be a disgrace; your name will never even be mentioned by any of us."

"These are heavy misfortunes," replied Elizabeth. "But the wife of Mr. Darcy must have such extraordinary sources of happiness necessarily attached to her situation, that she could, upon the whole, have no cause to repine."

"Obstinate, headstrong girl! I am ashamed of you! Is this your gratitude for my attentions to you last spring? Is nothing due to me on that score? Let us sit down. You are to understand, Miss Bennet, that I came here with the determined resolution of carrying my purpose; nor will I be dissuaded from it. I have not been used to submit to any person's whims. I have not been in the habit of brooking disappointment."

"That will make your ladyship's situation at present more pitiable; but it will have no effect on me."

"I will not be interrupted. Hear me in silence. My daughter and my nephew are formed for each other. They are descended, on the maternal side, from the same noble line; and, on the father's, from respectable, honourable, and ancient -- though untitled -- families. Their fortune on both sides is splendid. They are destined for each other by the voice of every member of their respective houses; and what is to divide them? The upstart pretensions of a young woman without family, connections, or fortune. Is this to be endured! But it must not, shall not be. If you were sensible of your own good, you would not wish to quit the sphere in which you have been brought up."

"In marrying your nephew, I should not consider myself as quitting that sphere. He is a gentleman; I am a gentleman's daughter; so far we are equal."

"True. You are a gentleman's daughter. But who was your mother? Who are your uncles and aunts? Do not imagine me ignorant of their condition."

"Whatever my connections may be," said Elizabeth, "if your nephew does not object to them, they can be nothing to you."

"Tell me once for all, are you engaged to him?"

Though Elizabeth would not, for the mere purpose of obliging Lady Catherine, have answered this question, she could not but say, after a moment's deliberation,

"I am not."

Lady Catherine seemed pleased.

"And will you promise me, never to enter into such an engagement?"

"I will make no promise of the kind."

"Miss Bennet I am shocked and astonished. I expected to find a more reasonable young woman. But do not deceive yourself into a belief that I will ever recede. I shall not go away till you have given me the assurance I require."

"And I certainly never shall give it. I am not to be intimidated into anything so wholly unreasonable. Your ladyship wants Mr. Darcy to marry your daughter; but would my giving you the wished-for promise make their marriage at all more probable? Supposing him to be attached to me, would my refusing to accept his hand make him wish to bestow it on his cousin? Allow me to say, Lady Catherine, that the arguments with which you have supported this extraordinary application have been as frivolous as the application was ill-judged. You have widely mistaken my character, if you think I can be worked on by such persuasions as these. How far your nephew might approve of your interference in his affairs, I cannot tell; but you have certainly no right to concern yourself in mine. I must beg, therefore, to be importuned no farther on the subject."

"Not so hasty, if you please. I have by no means done. To all the objections I have already urged, I have still another to add. I am no stranger to the particulars of your youngest sister's infamous elopement. I know it all; that the young man's marrying her was a patched-up business, at the expence of your father and uncles. And is such a girl to be my nephew's sister? Is her husband, is the son of his late father's steward, to be his brother? Heaven and earth! -- of what are you thinking? Are the shades of Pemberley to be thus polluted?"

"You can now have nothing farther to say," she resentfully answered. "You have insulted me in every possible method. I must beg to return to the house."

And she rose as she spoke. Lady Catherine rose also, and they turned back. Her ladyship was highly incensed.

"You have no regard, then, for the honour and credit of my nephew! Unfeeling, selfish girl! Do you not consider that a connection with you must disgrace him in the eyes of everybody?"

"Lady Catherine, I have nothing farther to say. You know my sentiments."

"You are then resolved to have him?"

"I have said no such thing. I am only resolved to act in that manner, which will, in my own opinion, constitute my happiness, without reference to you, or to any person so wholly unconnected with me."

"It is well. You refuse, then, to oblige me. You refuse to obey the claims of duty, honour, and gratitude. You are determined to ruin him in the opinion of all his friends, and make him the contempt of the world."

"Neither duty, nor honour, nor gratitude," replied Elizabeth, "have any possible claim on me, in the present instance. No principle of either would be violated by my marriage with Mr. Darcy. And with regard to the resentment of his family, or the indignation of the world, if the former were excited by his marrying me, it would not give me one moment's concern -- and the world in general would have too much sense to join in the scorn."

p.388-394, Pride and Prejudice, Jane Austen, Penguin, 2006

20.9.08

excerpt

"...There are few people whom I really love, and still fewer of whom I think well. The more I see of the world, the more am I dissatisfied with it; and every day confirms my belief of the inconsistency of human characters, and of the little dependence that can be placed on the appearance of either merit or sense..."

"My dear Lizzy, do not give way to such feelings as these. They will ruin your happiness..."

P.153, Pride and Prejudice, Jane Austen, Penguin, 2006

11.9.08

11. 9. 08

(可怕的) 詹瑞文又來了。
天知道我是多麼的害怕他。
不幸地,我曾經看過一場《萬世歌王》,一場《男人之苦》。
那兩場節目的票是同時買的,要不然,絕不可能看第二場。
我知道他扮鬼扮馬無人能及,但有沒有人可以告訴我,他到底想帶出甚麼訊息?
他越是樂在其中,我看得越難受。
天啊!可不可以不要再讓我不小心在街上或月台上看見那張海報?

10.9.08

angelic voice

六七歲小小人兒,合該在唱 twinkle twinkle little star,她卻以天真稚嫩的歌聲唱出她不可能理解的成熟與世故,無奈與蒼涼。

I Will Always Love You


小女孩,但願你永遠不會懂 smile, though your heart is aching 是怎麼一回事。

Smile

8.9.08

a long day

工作至今天凌晨 3 點半,離開時大部份工作人員仍然留守票站。
儘管這個選區應該不會有甚麼出人意表的結果或爭議,但原則上,一旦選舉結果未確定,都不可以排除有候選人要求重新點票的可能,所以大家都在巴巴的呆等。
大家一整天下來都挺累了,如果在忙碌地工作還好,最難忍受的是沒有事做,可是又明知不得不等,而且不知道要等到甚麼時候。
回家後洗把臉,開電視看最新選舉消息,九龍東尚有三個議席不知花落誰家。
昏迷了一整天,早中飯都不吃了,睡覺大過天,到黃昏還不大願意起來。

6.9.08

6.9.2008

感冒個多星期不癒,其實是自取其疚。
一直都不能(不肯)好好睡,看起書就停不下來,即使肉身迷迷糊糊睡了,元神仍然留連在書裡那個混沌的世界。
精神欠佳時其實不宜看 His Dark Materials 這樣耗神的書。
Book I The Golden Compass 還比較好,Book II The Subtle Knife 和 Book III The Amber Spyglass 裡有太多角色與支線,到了不知所謂的地步。

5.9.08

was that really you singing?

Debut


BGT final, same song.


She was so sweet and lovely - note how she stuck her tongue out a little bit through the gap of her front teeth when she smiled.

Here's a thought - why don't they make Connie Talbot sing at the opening of 2012 Olympics?

Guileless and genuine talent, that's what I would love to see.