30.11.09

甚麼叫舉步維艱，我現在知道了。
昨天跑完十公里，過後不過略感疲倦，今天才知道厲害。
一抬腿肌肉像在嗚咽，自覺似木偶藝人的扯線玩偶，關節軟弱乏力，下樓梯的時候更加必須抓扶手，一不小心隨時跪倒在地。
十公里並不長，是我自己平時少鍛鍊，而且跑完太興奮一個勁兒拍照忘了要拉筋放鬆肌肉。
沒跑之前，心想渣打十公里跑滿額，不如越級挑戰半馬，跑到不行了大不了坐車走。但是經過昨天一役，我想，半馬還是過幾年再說吧。
目前而言，一年一度十公里，差不多了。
對於任何形式的競賽，我都不大熱衷，而長跑是一種自己跟自己玩，同時又有很多同道中人跟你一起玩的運動，很適合我。

我想我會繼續跑下去的。

desperado

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses? 
You been out ridin' fences for so long now 
Oh, you're a hard one 
I know that you got your reasons 
These things that are pleasin' you 
Can hurt you somehow 

Don't you draw the queen of diamonds, boy 
She'll beat you if she's able 
You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet 

Now it seems to me, some fine things 
Have been laid upon your table 
But you only want the ones that you can't get 

Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no younger 
Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home 
And freedom, oh freedom well, that's just some people talkin' 
Your prison is walking through this world all alone 

Don't your feet get cold in the winter time? 
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine 
It's hard to tell the night time from the day 
You're losin' all your highs and lows 
Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away? 

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses? 
Come down from your fences, open the gate 
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you 
You better let somebody love you, before it's too late

updates

Things have been a bit weird lately.

Several guys crossed her path again around the same time.

A couple years ago her reaction was “No”, “No” and “Hmm..No”.

Now she is back to square one.

As if God is asking her to reconsider – Now these are what I have in mind for you. Take your pick.

She protests - Dear God, are you kidding? I said no before. What makes you think I would change my mind this time? Because I’m a couple years older?

If time has done anything to her, it has sharpened her sense in detecting “Mr. No”.

She may not be sure of what she wants. But she is very certain of what she doesn’t want.

No is no. There is no sense in fooling oneself.

If it means she’s going to be stay this way for a long long time, so be it.

Thank you very much.